About 8 weeks after Cooper was born I had the Mirena put in. For those of you that may not know, the Mirena is an IUD, or Intrauterine device. I thought this was this was the perfect solution because we really didn't need another baby, and my only options for BC were the progesterone-only mini pill or the Mirena because I was breastfeeding. I am an awful pill taker (Cooper is proof of this). So I opted for the Mirena. I don't have to do anything and I don't have to worry about it for 5 years!
So for the past year or so I have been completely in love with my choice of BC, even recommending it to friends! Until I got to the reproduction chapter in my Anatomy & Physiology book. It discussed some forms of BC and how they work. I was not happy at all with what it had to say. Evidently, although the Mirena does prevent the egg from being fertilized to some extent, it also just won't let it implant!
I firmly believe that life starts as as soon as egg and sperm are joined into the zygote. So to me, this is pretty much murdering any babies that might be trying to form. This is unacceptable. I am so upset with myself that I didn't do the research BEFORE I allowed the thing to be put inside me. I read the Mirena pamphlet front to back, but of course they aren't going to tell you this! JoEllen and Jessi pointed out that because I still haven't really had a period, I don't even know if I've ovulated or not, so I can't know if anything happened or not. I feel better about it because of this and I'm trying not to make myself sick over it, but its hard not be at least a little mad at myself. I want the thing gone, plain and simple. I will not be using the pill either because it does the same thing. I don't need to get pregnant right now mostly because of school, but at least I won't be killing anymore babies.